I could have handled the situation better but you know, fuck it. I’m happy with Yao. I know I made a promise to Jhay to wait for him but I can’t. I’m not going to put my happiness on hold to sit around and wait for someone to make up their mind. It’s a waste of my time and I’m not at the age where it’s cute to sit around and daydream all day. I’m living my life the way I want it, and I’m living it for me.
